Dear God, please help me.

I've been watching all these news programs about this "Chernobyl disaster" that had happened twenty years ago this week, and honestly, where have I been hiding?? How much more intense shit am I left out on??

Here is a site where you can read and find out about it more, there are some pictures, it's numbing.Chernobyl


On one of the shows I was watching there was an interview with the photographer there, and he was talking about how the plant workers had to shovel through radioactive debris with their bare hands, and could only do it for thirty seconds at a time. What the fuck is wrong with the world?