I'll hit the ground running, and I'll never, ever look back

I can't sleep.

I fear that I made a fool of myself one too many time. I fear that I have become such a weak person. I fear that I am becoming dependent on alcohol, and abusing that. I don't want to fuck everything up more than I already have.

I really don't know when things went wrong with me.

I am truly unhappy.

"Lord, can you hear me now?"