dreaming of a t.v.

dark

killing children.

Today is Go Skateboarding day. I skated in front of work for thirty minutes. boo me.

ken kesey was a fag.

Susan + Jesus

Life.

Went to Disney last weekend. Magical? yes.

I love my friends. You know that. Come on.

Amber leaves Sunday, I'll be dead Monday.

Work is fucking hectic. Ten days of nonstop dead-ing it. Money. Hurry.

Reading makes you stupid.

always your mother will watch over you as you avenge this wicked deed

Well... well...well...

Can't do much since I don't know what to
do (work.) so I figure I will take this time to update my life, with
(of course) pictures at a later date.

The old lady and myself have consumed a lot of time together. Pretty much all the time. Everynight
falling asleep to someone you feel utterly comfortable with will
eventually do it's damage when priorities and obligations take the
reigns. In seventeen days I will be back to my bed, alone, with trouble
to sleep.

Friendship is a strange thing. I try not to give light
to superstitions and ritualistic blah blah, but I think I have a 'best
friend curse'. They all fall away from the roots, all goes sour. I
think from here on out I will call all my cherished friends just that,
loved. No more priorities and hierarchy. Everything has been blowing up
and down, it's a bit unsettling; but I suppose that is life, right?

As
I've been getting older, and trying to get more serious with my lives
doing I try to take things in a better, more aware sense. I think the
addition of a co-partner will really help move this bitter rock. It's
about time, so many ideas and potential, it'd be a waste to let it just
fizzle. Soon we'll see. That also made me think of how many people are
out there "doing it". It really is a dime a dozen industry. Here's a
short list of companies/people I think are doing it the good way. Rouge
Status, Cosby,aNYthing, Flying Coffin, RVCA , Rockers NYC, Yellow
Brand, and a few others. I feel a bit odd writing that down, but it's
what I see as worth. When I'm on my setup I'll probably add links, for
future purposes obviously... since maybe two people actually read this,
but when things blow up and kids go digging they'll see this... is my
ego big? am i pompous? no, just positive.

Oh, I forgot. Adidas
skateboarding. Really surprised me. I think anyone with a working brain
can see the trend with everything when one major brand does something,
the others follow. I know in basketball Nike was always the COOLEST
shit, andadidas was... ehhh . Well now that skateboarding is so big.
and Nike SB has it by the balls (is it going away? I don't see as many
colorful shoes at spots anymore... uh oh...), well naturallyadidas had to follow. When I first saw the add with the Gonz (who had been riding them for a second now) and Tim O'Connor, I thought, "hmm
weird approach, i wonder when this will flop. Well upon time I stumbled
across the promo videos and man, who ever is working inmarketing or art
direction has their eggs in a basket. The team is a solid bang and to
sound ultra lame, it's all a stylish approach. Plenty of good skaters (Not to mention thta kid Lem Villemin is unbelievably good),
and I must say I feel like a real consumer... I want theadidas lows in
blue with gum sole. I wonder if this will flood the market and make an
impact. Overall I just think that they really did a good job. I hope to
be apart of something unknown kids around the world will appreciate and
have respect for.

Anyways, short shit...

I think my camera is broken from a beach session where I may of gotten some water in it. FUCK. More money.

I've been listening to the same shit over and over

the decemberists
de la soul
the shins
belle and sebastien
THAT'S IT!

Boo yah.

Love money